Name: Magdalena Nicknames: Aaya, Tomi, A-chan, Aa-chan, To-chan, M-chan, MZ, Mags, Maggie, Mag, Mag-ster Age: 20 Birthday: May 30 Gender: Uh, female, last I checked. Looks like: Crap. Muwaha. Lives in: Tennessee Nationality: Mutt (Hispanic and Indian mostly, with Brittish skin tones.) Personality: Insane, loving, out going, insane, stupidly witty, retarded, insane.. >> Current Status: Phuck you. :> Maggie has: One Dog (Patches), Four Cats (Tinkerbell, Neko, Mei, Jen) Maggie likes to :
Dance when no one's watching.
Sing along to the radio in the car to wake up in the morning.
Talk on msn/aim all day to friends.
Draw with her tablet any chance she gets
Harass zen-chan as much as possible cuz she got her into sheezyart.
Draw fanart of Zenni, GK, and WingedBunny.
Roleplay with Zenni. Maggie Doesn't like :
Being Internet-less
My handwriting.
My anatomy.
Getting flamed.
Dealing with idiots. Maggie Wants :
To get my degree in beauty school.
To learn how to dance.
To learn Japanese.
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- redoRedoREDOREDOREDO!!!posted Feb 25th 2008, 8:53PM
Mood: Determined
Music: Red Flag - Billy Talent
I don't know what the fuck it is about this song.
But I want to.
I want to REDO everything.
Start over everything from scratch.
New account.
New name.
New everything.
Friends? I'm sorry for being an asshole.
I'm sorry for abandoning you instead of the other way around.
I left you before you could leave me.
It was wrong of me.
I'd understand if you guys don't want me to start over.
I'd understand if you guys wanted to kick my ass to the curb and just forget about me all together.
I was am emotional tart with nothing better to do than pretend I was something I'm not.
I don't know what really happened to me the past few days.
I think I realized something.
The internet just isn't worth it.
Not that internet friendships mean anything less to me.
But as I sat in my computer chair, waiting for fourteen hours for my computer to be fixed. All the adware, the spyware, the trojans to be cleaned.
I realized something.
WHY am I stressing out about it?
What do I even DO on the internet web surfing wise that has meaning?
Roleplay? Psh, I can just get im's and use aim. And even then, I don't want to roleplay that much anymore.
It's too much hassle, too much stress. Just too much everything.
I might rp with ONE or TWO people on the side.
But not because of my old addiction that I've kicked to the curb.
But because I want more free time.
I want to be able to draw characters that I WRITE about, not roleplay with.
I want to create things with my OWN inspiration, not inspiration from others.
I know you guys think that I'm just saying shit to make nice nice.
But I'm serious.
This account is going to be dead.
And I'm going to completely start over under a new name. It won't be much different.
But it'll be more...
Me.
Not Rael.
Not Wyn.
Not Ichigo, Saitou, Annyah.
Not Naishi, Taeyeoung, Subei, or Torati.
Just me.
And to my friends.. The ones that no longer trust me, the ones that are scared of me, the ones that think all I'll do is bitch and moan again..
I make a solem oath.
That unless I'm bleeding at the mouth, brain hanging out of an eye-socket and jaw broken in fifteen places and sitting in my lap.
That I am going to keep all my stupid drama to myself unless you BEG me.
I will no longer use people for tissues.
I will no longer abandon those that I deem close for fear of getting dumped first.
I will be there when you need me. Not as a partner.
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